I've been waiting for a miracle... (8)

I waited. I hoped. I don't really know what I was looking for. A come-back, maybe ?
I didn't know that nothing will bring you.


But, who's "you" ? Two girls.
The first, I'm not really surprise to see what our relation became. She won't see this text, and even if she will, she won't take the time to translate, to try to understand. To notice that I'm sad. She used to call me "Bestah". Now, she doesn't speak to me, she doesn't know how I feel. She just sees her boyfriend & her friends at the boarding school. I'm just memories now. The past.
The second... When I read the comments she leaves on a friend's blog, I often feel chocked, disappointed, sad. I see how she changed... It's normal that she changes, I know it ! But I don't like her new behavior. That's not the girl that I met, that I knew, that I loved. Will she come on my blog ? Don't think so. Even if she will, will she understand that I'm talking about her ?

Anyway. I'm fed up to be heartbroken because of them. I couldn't return in the past.
I don't know if I want to see them. They don't care about me. Why can't I do the same...?

" I've been waiting for a miracle " (8) ... which never came.
And I still miss them...*
# Posté le dimanche 02 novembre 2008 14:39
Modifié le samedi 27 juin 2009 08:46

Lylou.

 Lylou.

* | Léa |




Une année s'écoule encore. C'est passé si vite. La Seconde 6, c'était un vrai bonheur. :)
C'est court, je sais, mais c'est clair. Je les aime <3
Aurore, Adèle, Flo', Julie, Karen, Jess. Merci pour tous ces moments.

De Seine Et Marne, des noms s'effacent, d'autres restent.
Pour celles qui me laissent, je surmonte comme je peux.
Et pour celles qui restent, merci. (L)

Des changements s'annoncent, et ça me fait peur.
On avance et on fait comme on peut. </3


" Maman j'ai peur de tout ce que j'ai à l'intérieur,
Ô maman, pourquoi j'ai si peur que tout commence,
Et que tout m'éc½ure ?

Tu vois comment...
A l'intérieur de moi je me sens...?
Personne ne voit,
Et ne s'aperçoit de ce qui m'attend...
Pourquoi Ô moi... ?
Je ne suis qu'une fille qui s'éteint,
Je ne suis qu'une fille qui s'éteint,
Mais je disparais...
"

June, Indochine. <3
# Posté le vendredi 13 février 2009 15:32
Modifié le mardi 16 juin 2009 16:50